Responsible to who? To what?

[Because it seems like no one else is paying too much mind to these to men standing close to the water he threads his fingers into Freddy's hair.]

I feel selfish either way. We go and I'm going to hit the pavement. Make no mistake I'll see you whenever however, [considering that he'll want to stay on that straight and narrow...he's a cop after all] it'll be a life on the road.

[Larry licks his lips before continuing] ...if we stay, I have you unconditionally.