[In the pause, trying to gather his thoughts he takes a sip.]

Do you?

[His jaw tightens as he swallows.] I didn't know what I was running to or what hit me upside the head all I knew was that I was going and hoping to get there in time.

[It scared the shit out of me.]

And whatever that mother fucker was, saying what he did in public endangering us all. [The very thought makes him sneer.]