I'm lookin' over a four leaf clover that I over loved be threeee.
[It isn't exactly singing, more like rhythmically reciting lyrics as he comes into the apartment. He's attempting to be quiet. Except for how he can't control his dexterity. His shoes clatter as they come off on the hardwood floor.]
[What? Are those even the right lyrics? Jesus. Freddy who's been home (alone) for some time (since work) hasn't participated in any drinking festivities (sadly) so he's 100% sober when the old man comes in. Tries to. Whichever. He looks up from the couch, green eyes narrowing.]
[Okay. Fine. So Larry's got no solid proof, but it's a good damn hunch. Besides, those looks are telling. For now he shakes his head at the kid's resistance.]
He's trying to play it cool. Tryin'. I can see though. Who's idea was it to not tell me?
What makes you such a fucking expert? [Wait why are they arguing over who's right and who's wrong? Freddy reorients his argument.] Why were you spying on me anyway? What a jackass thing to do--
[Whose idea was... Green eyes are staring.] Not tell you what.
[Like a lotta other things funny enough. Larry leans trying to make better eye contact.]
Only cuz you didn't tell me. I like knowin' shit about you. And-and you have to go talking to someone who doesn't even know you or me. There's nothing wrong with you.
You know I kinda thought the fact he doesn't know you or me or anything else [About Freddy Newendyke.] would please you.
[Spoken with a mild amount of sarcasm. Christ even in his slightly drunken haze the kid can't help but feel warmed by the sentiment. It's nice Larry thinks nothing's wrong with him, but sometimes he thinks he could piss in the old man's coffee and he wouldn't hold much against him...for long.]
Shit it didn't start out like that either, I just needed some help for my fuckin' memory, Larry. How the hell am I supposed to be any good to you if I can't sort out my own fuckin' head. [He frowns, then tries to look angry again.] Sure as hell doesn't change anything about you fucking spying. You don't trust me?
Kinda. But see, fuck, he probably's jumping to all kinds of conclusions. I don't like that. No one but you [pointing to the kid] and me [pointing to himself] can judge anything we do.
[Pissing in his coffee would not go quietly at all. But come on, the kid was bleeding. Fucking dying. Here he is right now. Why the fuck are they arguing.]
I coulda helped!
[Who knows how. This trust thing, that's what reminds the old man that he's pissed too.]
You need to ask that?
[Larry's trying to stand but gives up. Instead he leans away.]
I could ask the very same. I'm trying to tell you things, ask you things. You keep gettin' mad.
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[It isn't exactly singing, more like rhythmically reciting lyrics as he comes into the apartment. He's attempting to be quiet. Except for how he can't control his dexterity. His shoes clatter as they come off on the hardwood floor.]
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Hi, Freddy.
[The bear lumbers over. Booze is free flowing in his veins, so he's happy. And the closer he gets the more he has to process. The kid's not smiling.]
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[Freddy says this first just to get it out of the way. Only then does he sit up and really really look at Larry. Smells him too.]
Are you drunk? [Dumb question, Newendyke.]
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I was drinking.
[To differentiate, in his own head he can't be so drunk because he's still awake. Also he can walk and take off his shoes.]
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Sit down.
[So he can be sure Larry actually listens to what he has to say.]
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What're you doing here? Thought you'd be goin' out.
[With friends. Larry looks him over, leaning a little.]
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[Leading questions even as the kid relaxes on his side of the couch.]
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I dunno. A friend. Maybe Saya. I thought maybe you'd find Pink an' me. We did shots.
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You and Pink? Bullshit.
[Not really. The kid can believe it, he's just biding his time.]
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What? ...Oh.
[A snap of the finger and a point.]
You're still mad.
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[This quick observation only makes Freddy Newendyke madder. Now it's his turn to point.]
You were spying on me.
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No, no. Not you.
[Truthfully! He wags a big paw to dismiss this statement in case of there being any doubt.]
Him. I don't trust him. Not one bit.
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I can't believe you were spying on me. Him. Me. Whatever, fuck.
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[The old man is reaching to grip the kid's arm to get a solid hold on him.]
He's got a look to him.
[More like, the way he looks at him.]
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What kind of feeling. What kind of look. [At least he's not shrugging that paw off.]
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[Oh good. He's missed that.]
Come on. You're not blind.
[Squeeze that arm.]
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That's fuckin' bullshit, Larry. If he wanted me I think I'd know.
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[Okay. Fine. So Larry's got no solid proof, but it's a good damn hunch. Besides, those looks are telling. For now he shakes his head at the kid's resistance.]
He's trying to play it cool. Tryin'. I can see though. Who's idea was it to not tell me?
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[Whose idea was... Green eyes are staring.] Not tell you what.
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[Really right now he cannot remember what it was called. It was a irregular name.]
Not to tell you--me that you were talking like it wasn't really therapy.
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[Wait wait this is about Larry spying not how Freddy spends his lunches. Ugh. The kid shakes his head.]
Because you're taking it so fucking well right?
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[Like a lotta other things funny enough. Larry leans trying to make better eye contact.]
Only cuz you didn't tell me. I like knowin' shit about you. And-and you have to go talking to someone who doesn't even know you or me. There's nothing wrong with you.
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[Spoken with a mild amount of sarcasm. Christ even in his slightly drunken haze the kid can't help but feel warmed by the sentiment. It's nice Larry thinks nothing's wrong with him, but sometimes he thinks he could piss in the old man's coffee and he wouldn't hold much against him...for long.]
Shit it didn't start out like that either, I just needed some help for my fuckin' memory, Larry. How the hell am I supposed to be any good to you if I can't sort out my own fuckin' head. [He frowns, then tries to look angry again.] Sure as hell doesn't change anything about you fucking spying. You don't trust me?
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[Pissing in his coffee would not go quietly at all. But come on, the kid was bleeding. Fucking dying. Here he is right now. Why the fuck are they arguing.]
I coulda helped!
[Who knows how. This trust thing, that's what reminds the old man that he's pissed too.]
You need to ask that?
[Larry's trying to stand but gives up. Instead he leans away.]
I could ask the very same. I'm trying to tell you things, ask you things. You keep gettin' mad.
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