[He's so damn wrapped up in the drain of his thoughts that the touch physically startles him. Just Freddy.]
Shit it isn't---[like he feels sick. He does. More words try to hit the air in the same chord. It's all untrue.]
Fuck. [Larry's shoulders shake in a rueful laugh that doesn't make a sound either. He's grinning though, grinning like the fool he is. One more twist of the corner of his mouth and it's a sneer.]
[Damn. He didn't know his skin was so hot. The wet paper towel feels better than it should. Larry tilts his head this way and that after a few dabs to best enjoy it before it's thrown away.]
Okay.
[Freddy Newendyke, his own personal hero.]
I'm trying. Believe me.
[Please. Two more seconds and he could have tried to get into the stall and get the coke.]
[They're in a mens room in a casino that's have a crazy party farther out. What's the likelihood of someone coming in now? Probably not. So the kid wraps his arms around Larry for a tight squeeze.]
[He can be a superhero too, see? These flappy hands give firm pats to those thicker arms. Mr. White's not a small man, that's for sure, but even the hardest toughest guys need a little help sometimes, and Freddy certainly is little. Just don't ever call him that.]
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Shit it isn't---[like he feels sick. He does. More words try to hit the air in the same chord. It's all untrue.]
Fuck. [Larry's shoulders shake in a rueful laugh that doesn't make a sound either. He's grinning though, grinning like the fool he is. One more twist of the corner of his mouth and it's a sneer.]
I'm sorry.
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It's okay, Larry. You did good. Nobody thinks you gotta get through this like you're fucking untouchable, okay?
[The kid means it, fucking sincere.]
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Okay.
[Freddy Newendyke, his own personal hero.]
I'm trying. Believe me.
[Please. Two more seconds and he could have tried to get into the stall and get the coke.]
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[They're in a mens room in a casino that's have a crazy party farther out. What's the likelihood of someone coming in now? Probably not. So the kid wraps his arms around Larry for a tight squeeze.]
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I needed that.
[Belief, intervening flappy hands and the whole damn deal.]
Take me home.
[Escorted by Christie.]
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I got a helmet with your name on it.