[Or now. Can we do now? Larry's so damn pleased with how this conversation has gone he wants to just live in it if he can't live with the kid. Oh fuck but if it goes sour then what?]
I want us to somehow come to an understanding.
[Because that sounds so much better than I want to work this out... he wasn't the one who moved out, except he's not the one that made living under the same roof unlivable...]
[Oh but Freddy you've said so many things. They all are ringing in the old man's head when you're not around. He wants it to be the good words, really. The timing and the way he's speaking, Larry lets himself believe that it's positive.]
[It's not too much because deep down the kid wants it to be true, that Mr. White cares about him regardless of their relationship status.] I care about you too, Larry.
[It's not I love you but it's in the same field...at least for Freddy Newendyke. The fact of the matter is whether or not they're sharing the same bed Freddy doesn't think he could ever not love Lawrence Dimick. It would take something awful to make him stop loving Larry, something above and beyond cracking his rib and face, killing his friends, and gunning down cops to help them get away.]
I said a lotta things I didn't mean before today. [Exploding and pointing fingers.] And I gotta say it's a relief to hear that.
[He half laughs but it is not funny at all. Surely Freddy knows that from the sound it is a tight, under wraps sound. If Larry keeps letting himself hope so big bad things are gonna start happening]
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[To talk, not just to meet.]
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I want us to somehow come to an understanding.
[Because that sounds so much better than I want to work this out... he wasn't the one who moved out, except he's not the one that made living under the same roof unlivable...]
Eventually.
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[About not hating the old man, does Freddy need to clarify or is the context of wanting to come to an understanding enough?]
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...about what?
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About...not hatin' you. [Say more, Newendyke.] I don't hate you.
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I don't hate you either. I still care about you.
[...is that too much?]
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[It's not I love you but it's in the same field...at least for Freddy Newendyke. The fact of the matter is whether or not they're sharing the same bed Freddy doesn't think he could ever not love Lawrence Dimick. It would take something awful to make him stop loving Larry, something above and beyond cracking his rib and face, killing his friends, and gunning down cops to help them get away.]
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[He half laughs but it is not funny at all. Surely Freddy knows that from the sound it is a tight, under wraps sound. If Larry keeps letting himself hope so big bad things are gonna start happening]
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[Freddy says with a softer lighter tone, catching the tight sound and wanting to loosen the knot.]
Hey I gotta get back to work...I'll see you tomorrow?